Sunday, May 17, 2009

mess.

i'm up because i can't sleep. i'm feeling extra lonely tonight because everyone fell asleep on me. didn't bother hitting you up - because what's the point? you fucking suck at comforting me and you never have much to say anyway. my uncle passed away and i didn't have a chance to say goodbye. the last time i went to visit him, i ended up downstairs in the ER. the last time i saw him, i still saw light in his eyes. thought he was gonna pull through but he gave up tonight. he's no longer suffering anymore. i know he's in a better place now. he's done so much... we owe it all to him. rest in peace, uncle. we love you..

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

looks like you going through a lot in those days.
i am sorry to hear that.
let your uncle rest in peace.

and you know after all that bad always comes good...

lalaliybean said...

my uncle passed on the 14th. and i rarely see my dad's side of my fam but it's brought us closer in these past few days (and hopefully for good). i feel your pain though. keep your head up!

Lizzy said...

be strong suz, i know you can be!

i feel the same way when i'm going through a rough patch, at times it feels like why do i even bother saying it to him? he doesn't have anything to say & if he does.. it's something that will only make me more upset.
:/